Our expert says:
I'm not geeling too well, either ! ; )
Hard to tell what's going on, and an exploration in more depth with a counsellor for a few sessions could be usefu. What you have is enviable compared to what many of us have to endure. I'd enjoy sitting in the sun, reading and conversing with the cazt, too. But if I did so, I couldn't afford the cookies. Sounds like you're fortunate your boss believes he needs you, as you are in a way abusing his kindness in seeking excuses to be away from work. And yet this isn't meeting your felt need to become a lotus eater, either.
Why are you taking lexamil ? Presumably you HAVE been depressed in the past, leading to this prescription ? Then you know what Depression feels like, and this doesn't sound like that. I'm reluctant to say it's simply due to your age --- would that mean to simply wait a year of two and hope this passes ? Rather see a realisic, CBT stype counsellor to explore this more effectively, and rediscover your interest in work and ordinary life.
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