Our expert says:
Loopy indeed. Pleased to hear the fantasy didn't reach reality, but you surely recognize this needs and deserves some serious discussion with a good neighbourhood shrink ? And the thought of offing yourself points in the same direction. See Someone. PTSD is treatable, but needs carefully selected and adjusted meds and CBT type counselling.
Oddly, on this side, after one attempted burglary with a knife-wielding burglar, and a major burglary next door, I am trying to scrape together funds to buy myself, for Christmas, extra securirty gates and stacks of razor-wire. And, as I would be hopeless with a real gun, one of those air-pistols that shoot rubber bullets and pepper spray bullets. What a happy land we live in !
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