Our expert says:
Its very sad if he did indeed die a painful death. But for you too react so badly to this is of course no comfort to him, If your bf makes you feel so bad --- why is he still your bf ? He sounds like someone your life would be happier without. See a counsellor to help you plan how to get to the sort of life you want, from the sort of life you have now, rationally and effectively.
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