Our expert says:
Firstly, know that rich women also get miserable. Its just that they can afford more expensive problems
Seriously, it sounds as though you mau be describing a significant Depression, which can have all the effects you describe. Fortunately it responds well to proper treatment, with medications and CBT counselling. You won't have to live 30 more years LIKE THIS --- bu could be looking to 30 or more years of living --- like THAT.
So, let's not waste any further time. See a good local psychiatrist if possible, and as soon as you an arrange i ; if this is impractical or would take very long, meanwhile see a good local GP for a full assessment and a discussion of your various treatment options.
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