Our expert says:
You seem to have an awfully cold-blooded and irresponsible view of your own marriage and the committments you then made to your spouse. |I will be faithful to you until I spot someone lse who appeals to me more, and then I'll try him out sexually, and if all goes well, I'll dump you and move on to this next guy".
And you seem no more interested in the actual feelings and and wishes of the new guy, either -he passed your audition in bed, and you assume he ought to desire you and be ready to accept your very temporary commitment to him. It's obvious he has the sense not to be anywhere near as fond of you as you claim to be fond of him.
Have you noticed how often in your message you use the word "I" ? It is absolutely all about you - other people seem completely unimportant to you except so far as they can satisfy your romantic fantasies and wishes.
As qwerty says, you have now convincingly PROVED to the new guy that you are prepared to cheat with him, and thus that you'd find it easy to cheat ON him. This seems to be a fantasy, in which you're in love with the idea of you being madly in love, and with your own ideas of who this guy is and what the relationship might be - in your imagination. Reality apparently bores you.
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