Our expert says:
Hi Ann, I do understand the inner grief you feel. But you should never have tried, and should stop trying now, to do everything necessary entirely on your own. If you had a broken leg, yiu probably wouldn't decide to heal it entirely on your own, and to refuse orthopaedic advice or a plaster cast or crutches, which could ensure you healed properly and prmanently. Emotional trauma should receive more respect, and care, not less.
The reason you don't see light at the end of the tunnel is that you have insisted on refusing he assistance of an electrician to get your lights working again, which is awful for you and your family and others.
SEE A PSYCHIATRIST as soon as possible, and explain frankly and in detail about how awful you feel, and take good advice and get the help you so muuh deserve, and get better. Please. And keep in touh ith us on the forum, to let us know of your progress.
STOP trying to do it all on your own.
Liza's response is excellent -- read and re-read it carefully
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