Our expert says:
OK, Firstly, no, you're not "simpel". But this is a complex situation, and what you deserve is to see a good local psychiatrist for a full assessment and diagnosis, after which you could more realistically discuss treatment options. CBT type counselling could help --- for instance to feel more in control of naarheid and similar symp[toms if and when they arise, and while other plans could be made about dealing with the Blob ( mild exercise and a better diet could surely help here --- and reducing it by such natural means could well improve your back-ache, too ) as well as the CBT helping you to feel more positive about succeeding in this and not to feel so panicky about the presence of The Blob. You had two really dificult pregnancies, and I wonder, for instance, whether there may have been a degree of chronic PND, Post-natal Depression, present and contributing to these problems
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