Our expert says:
What a truly awful year you had ! Indeed, someone who sailed through such a year without notable distress would not be brave but missing the point altogether and in denial.
It sounds as though you may be depresed, and could benefit from proper use of antidepressant meds and CBT type counselling, especially as you say you feel worse since stopping such meds. You could go to a government clinic or the psychiatry dept of your nearest medical school, for a careful re-assessment, and they could provide basic meds.
You need to work towards finding assessment and treatment in that way, which will then enhance your ability to handle whatever other problems remain. A seriosu relationship is probably not necessarily what you need at this stage, but a friendship is always useful
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