Our expert says:
Sounds like this could well be PND ( Post-Natal Depression ) and you really deserve to see a good local shrink for a proper assessment and treatment. A counsellor could help you to usefully explore this sense of being unfulfilled. NObody needs to spend each night dancing away, and it's sad that that now seems like a marvellous option to you.
There i indeed no way to disappear without hurting others rather awfully so that's not an option, and anyway it would not bring you what you want. Going off somewhere else, your misery and dissatisfaction would be the first thing you'd pack, and the first thing you'd unpack.
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