Our expert says:
Sounds very like a depression, and, since you mention a baby, PND, Post-Natal Depression, seems quite likely. Fortunately, it responds really well to treatment. You are absolutely NOT a bad person, and have nothing to feel guilty about, and these ugly thoughts are the depression speaking --- see a good local psychiatrist, or at least a good GP, as soon as possible, for a proper assessment and a discussion of treatment options, as with proper treatment you should be able before long, to be feeling much better, back to happy in your marriage and able to enjoy your child.
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