Our expert says:
SO you have at least an obsessive personality, maybe the disorder OCD ? It sounds as if it is beginning to become a problem for you and for others. And the problem isn't one of merely being perfectionist, but of struggling to achieve perfection when your excessive demands on yourself ( sometimes on life in a broader sense, too ) aim towards an impossible perfection, so leaving you feeling dissatisfied or anguished even when things are pretty darn good.
It would be a good idea - in the interests of more efficient control and perfection - to see a consultant shrink for a proper assessment, and a discussion of treatment options.
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