I don''t think I still love my husband, this hurts me and stresses me out. We''ve been married for more than 9 yrs now and it hurts me to see us in this situation. My husband did many things to me that caused me to recent him. He used to constantly tell me he wants to divorce me and that made me feel so rejected to a point where I started hating him. The last time he did that I thought he was gonna go through with it but he didn''t. He had an affair also so many things happened between us good and bad. 4 years ago I met a guy who stole my heart when I didn''t expect it. I''m married to my husband but my heart is with another guy. My husband is really trying to be a good husband and a good father and it pains me that i feel the way i do. i wish I can love him again the way I used to, I find that so impossible to do. I''m constantly thinking about the other guy, when i go to bed, when i wake up all day everyday:(. This saddens me. And I don''t know what to do.