Our expert says:
You will still find out what it's like to be so special ( you already ARE special, but it is mos noticeably revealed in a relationship with someone else who you find special ). Some people are fortunate enough to find that earlier in life, some later. You haven't yet found your reason for finding a fulfilling purpose for your life here --- you will, if you persist.
DO NOT GIVE UP. The struggle will prove to be worth it. More people have followed this longer path than you realize, but it is wprthwhile to persist. You probably deserve to work wioth a shrink / counsellor to draw useful rather than gloomy conclusions and lessons from your experiences so far, and to formulate realistic and fruitful plans for a better future.
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