Our expert says:
Taking steroids is absolutely NEVER ever a good idea - bad for the body and bad for the brain. Whoever is supplying the steroids is surely engaging in criminal activity, too. It will potentially change mood, and behaviour.
If he meant his apology and assertion that he'd do anything to fix it, he must agree to stop the steroids and see a psychiatrist to supervise that and assess their effects, and join you sincerely in marriage counselling.
This would reduce the risk of anything bad happening again, and give you less to worry about, as well as helping youm to assess the changing situation realistically and without over-stressing yourself.
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