Our expert says:
SOunds most unpleasant, but at least, apparently, you recognize that this problem exists. But what diagnosis might explain this unfortunate behaviour can't be decided by remote control --- you should arrange to see a good local shrink for a proper assessment, and a iscussion of the significance to the reslts. You do seem, whatever else is troubling you, to be describing a sadly low self-esteem, which can respond well to CBT counselling. This doesn't sound particularly like Borderline PD, and should respond to treatment
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