Our expert says:
You don't mention having had any form of therapy along this way, and that is surely something you need and deserve. CBT style counselling is especially suited to people like yourself who are trapped in their own negative habits of thought and self-deteating expectations. See a good local shrink or at least a counsellor, for a proper assessment and tratment advice
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