Our expert says:
OK, this is understandably worrying for you, as it woul be for anyone. And whatever this is, it's not a typical, easily diagnosed condition. It sems to involve a range of problems within your abilities to remember and organize your thoughts. The wisest thing would be to arange to see first a good local Neurologist ( an expert in brain function ) and also a psychiatrist, for a thorough assessment, perhaps also involving a neuro-psychologist to do a bunch of useful tests, to reach an acurate diagnosis of the nature of these problems. Only then can one usefully discuss, as they would then do with you, treatment options to improve the situation.
As you have apparently been doing this work for 13 years, and still hold down the job, maybe your work isn't as bad as you feel sure it is - or maybe with this problem improved, you could be phenominally excellent at the work !
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