Our expert says:
I understand your thinking about this, but no baby is as powerful as your thoughts imply --- they would have been abusing and troubled whether or not you had been born, and probably together miserably anyway. But abusers are highly skilled at convincing you that THEIR choices and actions are somehow YOUR fault.
Apart from the need to see a shrink for assessmenrt and advice in detail on managing your rages ( with someone far more skillful than the person you saw last time ) --- DON'T DRINK --- alcohol ALWAYS shortens your fuse and makes rage reactions far more likely. But you know how drink affects you, and will be held totally liable for anything youmay do while drink.
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