Our expert says:
Sounds like rather a severe reation even if you HAD had an affair. Of course you're not being silly. Building psychological walls around you is a common way to try to limit psychological damage in such a hostile environment, and can be difficult to unbuild without professional help. Forgive ? Maybe only in the sense of letting go of the sadness, anger, and other emotions associated with what happened, because those continue to hurt you while no longer being useful.
Not in the sense of suggesting it's fine for someone to behave as he did.
Sterilization is indeed an option, and check, it should be available at a government clinic or hopital at low cost. Even quicker and more simple would be for HIM to get sterilized, but I can huess how he might react to that suggestion !
Why does he refuse to use contraception ? is he keen to have more children ?
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